She is more amazing every single day. And I am so blessed to have her as my daughter...this is short and sweet I know, but here is a couple of pictures, so you can see how amazing she is for yourself....love to you all...

Follow my journey, as I go from a married corporate woman, to a stay at home mom. This wil be the greatest time of my life, I will embrace it and nuture it, as to raise a Christian daughter in a not so nice world.





Just of the Bear….she amazes me every single day….and she’s getting so big and trying to be independent!!!!
She’s already scheming against us!!!!
Now we all know that there is absolutely NO reason to SLEEP!!!
This picture is one of my favorites…I know she looks a little washed out, but there’s just something about it…makes my heart just melt…..
As promised here are a couple of pictures that I took at my cousin Rick’s wedding…..Enjoy….
This is my little sister, Amanda, and her significant other, Nick.
Tori, with her Great Uncle Larry
Tori, with her Great Aunt Karen
This is the groom, my cousin Rick
The groom (far left), and the groomsmen. The gentleman 3rd from the left is Rick’s brother, TJ
Nicole and her Dad walking in…
Joy, Rick’s mom, reading a passage…
Mr.. & Mrs.. Rick Dyer, Jr.
This is my favorite picture of all…..I love it!!!
There are more pictures, but blogspot is being a pain, and it’s not letting me upload…grr!!!!
The Bear is doing wonderfully. She now rolls over and over and over...she sits up by herself. She talks like there is no tomorrow (must get that from Nana), she love to play in the water. She now LOVES to be on her tummy, she will spend hours in her Exersaucer and Baby Einstein Jumper, she eats solids twice a day and loves them, she loves all of her vegetables (thank you Lord), she enjoys standing up on her legs and bouncing, overall, she's just AMAZING!!! God has blessed me with an amazing child to call mine....
In other news, my nephew turned 1 on April 23rd, Victor and I celebrated 4 years of marriage on the same day. I can't believe it's been that long, seems just like a couple of months. I'm very fortunate to have a supportive, kind, caring and loving husband/father for my child. I've been working at the sign shop 2 days a week. I take Bear with me, then at lunch time I zoom over to my sister's and drop her off. She likes being with her cousins. And it gives me some time to get other work done that can't be done at the computer. I'm learning the sign program and it is really cool. I've done a couple of quotes, weeded vinyl, designed a door sign, and some other odds & ends. Once again thank God I have a wonderful friend.
Well anyways, here's a couple of pictures to pass the time through
Tori outside in her exersaucer, the 2nd one is what happens when Daddy gets home from work...she's all smiles.
Over at Nana's house....this is a swing that is a hammock. It's AWESOME. And the baby loves it as you can see.
On our way to the mall...I bought her a new umbrella stroller. She really enjoys it...and like the bright colors to boot. :)
And last but not least, this is the Birthday Cake I made for my nephew Brandon... It's all home made, from the cake batter to the butter cream icing, and hand piped by yours truly :)
I hope that everyone had a great Easter. Our weekend was spent with friends and family. Good times were had by all.
On Friday the hubby and I didn’t do much. We stayed at home and just relaxed. Not to eventful. But it’s a good way to wind down after a hectic week.
On Saturday, the morning was spent finishing up lose ends. But that night we went over to Steve & Sandy’s house for dinner. It was so much fun. Sandy fixed a wonderful dinner (stuffed chicken breasts with pasta alfredo & brocoli). I was so glad that they got to see the baby. They hadn’t seen her in a while. She got good cuddles from her uncle Steve, and lots of hugs from cousin Summer. (They are not related to us by blood or marriage, they are just amazing people. To the point that if something was to ever happen to Vic and I, they are the ones we have asked to take care of Tori.) It was just so nice to spend time with such wonderful friends.
On Easter, it was up at the crack of dawn and to church. Then afterwards we went out to brunch, then over to my mom’s house. It was a really nice time. Here is a picture of my mom and the girls.
The yellow you see behind them is so beautiful…I thought it was honeysuckle but I’m not sure. It smells wonderful as well.
Here’s a picture of just the girls together. We tried to get a picture of all 3 of them together, however PB (Brandon) wanted nothing to do with it. So that was a missed shot.
And here’s a picture of me and my gorgeous Angelbear. Ugg, I love the picture but goodness I need to start exercising again :(
Well I couldn’t post picture w/o posting one of my PB. Here he is with his Nana (my mom) I LOVE THIS PICTURE!!!
Well that was out weekend….but I do have some good news to share, that we (hubby and I) are really excited about. I am so blessed to have the friends that I do. God is so good to us. And this opportunity could not have come at a better time.
On Saturday night, while over at Steve & Sandy’s, they inform us, that one of our friends had left the business. She answered the phones, did paperwork, invoiced for him, things of that nature. I was really sad to hear that she had left. Steve knows my background, and knows what I am capable of doing, and asked if I would be interested in working 2 days a week. At first I thought he was joking. But he wasn’t, he was for real. The best part about it though, I can take Tori to work with me!!! I will not have to leave her in a daycare. I can take the swing and pack-n-play and set up shop. I had been wanting to find a pt job, but did not want to put the baby in daycare. And I can’t say I wanted to work on the weekends, because that is our family time. This works out so perfectly. God is so good. I am so blessed with the people that I have in my life….
So as of tomorrow, I will be back to work. I can wear jeans and a t-shirt, tennis shoes, I can take my child with me, what more could I ask for….oh, and the pay is good too :)
I’ll report tomorrow night how it all went….until then….
They are finished…over and done with. That’s all she wrote. I put the final stitch in the dresses this morning. Yes I know I was procrastinating, but they are done and that is all that matters. They turned out cute. I let Ali pick out the fabric. Not something I would have chosen for an Easter dress but she liked it. I was hoping she would have picked something softer so I could have made dresses with big white collars and lace. But it’s just as well that she didn’t. These were fun to sew.
Tori’s took me about 4 hours. That’s cutting and sewing. And about 30 minutes for the hem. It was nice not to have to under stitch the bodice. Hers was a simple finish with single fold bias-tape.
Ali’s…well hers is a different story all together. Ali is like a bean pole. Same measurement all the way down. Needless to say because she is so tall I have to make a longer skirt. But then she also need the bigger bodice because she needs the length in that too, but a smaller size for around her bodice. Needless to say, there were a lot of alterations. But the finished outcome is simple and pretty. And it looks cute on her.
Here a couple of pictures of the dresses. I’ll post updated ones tomorrow when the girls have them on.
Ali’s dress. There’s a zipper in the back and the ribbon ties in a bow in the back.
Tori’s Dress has a zipper in the back. She’ll wear hers with a white sweater.
And just a parting shot. Here’s a pic of Miss Thing as I surprised her with the camera, and then got down on her level. Drool and all, she’s an amazing little girl!!!
| Week | Food | Date Started | Mix-ins |
| 1 | Rice Cereal | 3/16/09 | Breastmilk |
| 2 | Bananas | 3/27/09 | w/cereal |
| 3 | Carrots | 4/2/09 | just carrots |
| 4 | Applesauce | 4/6/09 | just apples |
| 5 | Sweet Pots | 4/09/09 | |
| 6 | Squash | 4/14/09 | |
| 7 | Pearsauce | 4/18/09 | |
| 8 | Green Beans | 4/22/09 | |
| 9 | Peas | 4/26/09 | |
| 10 | Prunes | 4/30/09 |
So for now, this is the feeding chart that I plan to follow. According to all documentation that I’ve read, she needs to have 3 servings of the food before a new one can be introduced. This is to make sure that there is no food allergy. I’m doing 4 days instead of the 3. For those wondering, this IS NOT taking the place of a meal. She only gets about 2 Tablespoons of solids a day, if that. Before solids are offered for the day, she is nursed. Breastmilk is still her Main source of nourishment. All of her food is homemade. There is no store bought food, except for the rice cereal. I do have a homemade recipe for that too, however I wanted the DHA enhanced, so I succumbed and bought it.
Some people may think I’m being prudish, and not wanting to spend the money ect. However, fresh vegetables and fruit taste 500 times better than the store bought ones. I’m not diss’ing on anyone who buys the ones at the store, it’s just not for me. I was fortunate and my mom made all of my baby food. Fresh from right out of the garden. My daughter deserves the same. Granite I don’t have a garden, but her fruits and veggies are organic and they are steamed, so that no nutrients are lost. And they are not steamed in the microwave, they are steamed on the stove top. So for now, that is the best that I can offer her. This might be my only child, so I am holding nothing back. Besides, food made with love always taste better. :)
I’ll update the chart as she progresses through the foods….
The title says it all…One year ago today, my alarm went off at 4:00am. I was supposed to be getting ready to meet my mom at the gym for a spin class at 5:30. I awoke as normal. Nothing to different there. The few days before this day I hadn’t been feeling all to well, but I thought it was just me getting a little run down. However, for some insane reason, I thought I’d take a “test”. I had one in the cabinet and it was only collecting dust. So blurry eyed I did the deed and waited my two minutes. When I walked back over to the test, I wasn’t expecting anything. We had been let down too many times before. I haphazardly picked it up and here it was. 2 pink lines. I didn’t believe what I was seeing. But there it was. The proof. God had answered my prayers. I was finally pregnant after several years of trying.
Victor was sound asleep all snug in the bed. I grabbed his foot and was jumping up and down squealing. The poor guy thought something had happened. He didn’t know what my deal was. I handed it over and he was dumbfounded as well. What a blessing we were looking at.
We ended up telling my mom too. We told her we were coming over that evening. We stopped and bought a jar a baby food. When we got to her house Victor took it out of his pocket and handed to her. It took her a couple of minutes to put it all together, but when she finally did…she started crying right along with me.
The journey to his day in 2008 was a long one. A lot of tears. A lot of prayers. God answers prayers in His time, not ours. The road from that day on was a bumpy one, but we made it through…and on 11-12-2008 @ 6:33pm, my amazing little girl entered this world. Miracles happen every day. And she is mine.



My peanut has gotten so big!!!!
All smiles for the camera
The sassy girl that she is...love you Monkey!!!
The picture of innocence...